my head is on fire

Dec 26, 2021 - 9:44AM

the smoke is settling and there are beautiful flowers emerging from the crevices of my mind

Nov 28, 2021 - 9:10AM

i was healing, i was happy, then i stabbed myself again just to see if it hurt

Nov 10, 2021 - 9:31PM

feeling like I'm falling back into the flames

I won't

I won't

just a taste and then I'll jump back out I promise

Nov 03, 2021 - 12:07AM

i feel so broken

Nov 02, 2021 - 7:44PM

one day the moth will stop being attracted to the flame, and find other lights that don't burn so intensely, calm soft lights that feel like home

Oct 29, 2021 - 10:35PM

being scared of confidence while being attracted to confidence and wanting to be more confident... very distressing

Oct 22, 2021 - 9:20AM

i had a dream that my legs were so weak i couldn't stand up

Oct 21, 2021 - 7:41PM

head calm / hands shaky

Oct 19, 2021 - 11:13AM

why does my whole torso feel like it's about to burst

Oct 10, 2021 - 10:58PM

at least I'm to blame for this longing and emptiness, at least I'm the one in control

Oct 03, 2021 - 8:36PM

i want to burn it all to the ground

Oct 03, 2021 - 6:20PM

i have so much hurt inside of me / friend make sense of me friend make sense of me

Sep 30, 2021 - 6:31PM

it's really hard to learn new things or hold space for others in conversation when my brain is filled up with exhaustion

Sep 29, 2021 - 3:41AM


Sep 28, 2021 - 7:49PM

tears on the dance floor

Sep 26, 2021 - 6:21PM

seated sidewalk sobbing

Sep 23, 2021 - 7:15PM

maybe anxiety tolerance is mostly just bravery

Sep 22, 2021 - 6:59PM

teardrops in my earholes

Sep 22, 2021 - 9:46AM

it's been feeling really hard to not have a go-to person to talk to about feelings, but this is an important transition for me to have a more reliable and distributed network of support. but oof

Sep 21, 2021 - 9:49AM

I don't have anything original to say. My body feels like it's being torn apart and I wish it would stop. I wish it would stop. I wish it would stop

Sep 17, 2021 - 11:37AM

it's different it's different it's different i feel like you don't understand i feel so alone

Sep 09, 2021 - 2:09PM

i try to read, but too many thoughts are in my brain and there's not enough space for new words

Sep 08, 2021 - 9:20PM

I so badly want to be one of the in group and I worry it's entirely out of fear of being unlikable

Sep 03, 2021 - 2:59PM

it feels cold in here where is your warmth

i will set myself on fire

Sep 02, 2021 - 10:52AM

someone please pull the weight out of my chest

Aug 30, 2021 - 12:18AM

worried about the way i worry about being worried

Aug 30, 2021 - 12:11AM

hallucinating futures

Aug 25, 2021 - 11:08PM

Oh, when all of your body's burning up

When all of your body's burning up

You live like a zombie

Turn it off, push it down

And it comes back 'round again

Aug 20, 2021 - 7:54AM

sometimes i express anxious thoughts to someone without doing the whole "and i know this isn't true because xyz" because it's exhausting to go through the whole rigmarole, but then they say "well that isn't true because xyz" and i feel like a dumb anxious mess

Aug 19, 2021 - 2:03PM

laugh a genuine a laugh and brain says that's weird why you are laughing and now you're laughing while anxious so it's probably fake no joy for you

Aug 18, 2021 - 6:55PM

even when i'm not high i still feel high

crying is one hell of a drug

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