my head is on fire

Sep 23, 2021 - 7:15PM

maybe anxiety tolerance is mostly just bravery

Sep 22, 2021 - 6:59PM

teardrops in my earholes

Sep 22, 2021 - 9:46AM

it's been feeling really hard to not have a go-to person to talk to about feelings, but this is an important transition for me to have a more reliable and distributed network of support. but oof

Sep 21, 2021 - 9:49AM

I don't have anything original to say. My body feels like it's being torn apart and I wish it would stop. I wish it would stop. I wish it would stop

Sep 17, 2021 - 11:37AM

it's different it's different it's different i feel like you don't understand i feel so alone

Sep 09, 2021 - 2:09PM

i try to read, but too many thoughts are in my brain and there's not enough space for new words

Sep 08, 2021 - 9:20PM

I so badly want to be one of the in group and I worry it's entirely out of fear of being unlikable

Sep 03, 2021 - 2:59PM

it feels cold in here where is your warmth

i will set myself on fire

Sep 02, 2021 - 10:52AM

someone please pull the weight out of my chest

Aug 30, 2021 - 12:18AM

worried about the way i worry about being worried

Aug 30, 2021 - 12:11AM

hallucinating futures

Aug 25, 2021 - 11:08PM

Oh, when all of your body's burning up

When all of your body's burning up

You live like a zombie

Turn it off, push it down

And it comes back 'round again

Aug 20, 2021 - 7:54AM

sometimes i express anxious thoughts to someone without doing the whole "and i know this isn't true because xyz" because it's exhausting to go through the whole rigmarole, but then they say "well that isn't true because xyz" and i feel like a dumb anxious mess

Aug 19, 2021 - 2:03PM

laugh a genuine a laugh and brain says that's weird why you are laughing and now you're laughing while anxious so it's probably fake no joy for you

Aug 18, 2021 - 6:55PM

even when i'm not high i still feel high

crying is one hell of a drug

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